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Ship of Theseus

by Astra Heights

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    This album is so different than our Universal Republic debut. Why? Because it is an independent project! We feel this is our most personal batch of songs, songs that relate to the lonely recesses in all of us. We've chosen "Ship of Theseus" as our title because as a paradox of identity we feel the band and it's members have changed so much in the many years of our existence, yet earnestly pursue the same end: good music. A huge thank you to Brian Irwin whose magic touch made this a possibility.

    Keep an eye on us at: http://www.facebook.com/astraheights and check out our 2015 (yes, you read that right!) release at: https://imperativarecords.bandcamp.com/album/danger-for-beginners
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1.
"how little we know, how eager to learn" Will my mind ever refrain from his life's search,though vain, for the purpose of its pursuits? Can I ever look at a girl without seeing my love swirl, swimming in her innocent eyes? As if I disdain all things pure, I burn And turn, turn, turn to live in disguise Yes, I know and I know I know better Nonetheless it's convenience or never the times I choose the Godly side. Its our surgeons general warning that all men are created horny. Oh woman, is that such a surprise!? As contrary as the weather, Pretty beaches and sundried desert, Are he and she, thee and thou, created so. You must be then sincere as to Arthur from Gueneviere, when quietly you did spoke: "we're as different as... holy / shit."
2.
"Bang Bang Bang" well mama wasn't too proud about what her son had done you know he went in the crowd with his loaded gun Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang well he had papa's eyes glazed from drinking anger's cup you know he wrote it all down and said it must be done Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang I've seen this scene so many times in my poor head I wish, I wish I was dreaming but I'm wide awake It's building up, It's building up Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang as his cross hairs watered up his clammy fingers tightened round he longed to hear the echo of that awful sound Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang The blue men came runnin' up fingers itching from the rush before he could make a sound he was six feet under Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang I've seen this scene so many times in my poor head I wish, I wish I was dreaming but I'm wide awake It's building up, It's building up Bang, Bang, Bang Bang, Bang, Bang
3.
looks like the writing is on the wall you're looking down at what your pencils drawn you've been sketching your love life out for a while, but it's like Chinese & Japanese symbols that don't mean nothing to me at all. Girl after girl after girl after girl I've been waiting here patiently still hoping soon my name will too be called. You know you can't deny or fake the you and I that's been here all the while. But I know you want me just say that you need me but you never once gave me a second glance, or took a chance on our romance at all. you never once gave me a round do you think I'll stick around? ...not for long.
4.
Does the sand hide like treasure buried deep, spite for the waves by whose crashing 'twas shaped? For loss of majesty old cliffs may weep or greet their rebirth at every scrape; As the ground gives way to the weighted past Naught's lost to waves but rather shore's new growth And deafening tides whose violence won't last will ebb as did the love of my once betrothed; As loss confounded the broken heart's faith in heaven's promise of love thru the age; time the noble hero seeks to partake in the soulmaking course from child to sage. the mountain reborn as beach on the shore quietly tutored me as no one before.
5.
It's laid on me, its burden dims my light like walking in mud, or the first loss of love but I've needed it. It's philosophy, tries to give purpose to the plight to make noble the pain lest the world go insane. so i've needed it. my strength is my soul, my rock solid kinfolk they know that i can be such a fatalist... my pride is my yoke, and my infallible cloak, well it hides...it hides all my weaknesses like dusk's shyest hour when the sky is orange colored I love to wear it. One day you might know you reap more than you sow and when that thing you've pushed aside and swept under the rug all your life looks you straight in the eye don't let it give fright know it's name know its name know it's name it's sacrifice. know it's name know it's name know its name love is sacrifice. know it's name, know it's name, know it's name, love is sacrifice. you'll life will never be the same once you share in a sacrifice. know its name, know its name, love is sacrifice. a million dollars in your hand don't compare to a sacrifice.
6.
The Push 04:07
(do you want it harder, or just a little complex?) by and by we seem to get along fine but i've seen the beast in your eyes, the one always up for a fight oh no, you say you don't do drama no more.... but I could never believe the credibility of the source to me you're stripes are painted deep inside you like it hard don't try to deny oh don't try to deny cause you know that i know, that's right that you're wasting my time, arguing that you want nothing but the simplest of lives i know you want it harder, you always want it complex i know you need it hard hard hard... i've been dating around, now you see me wondering back i can feel it, the scratch, the pull, the push i know you want it harder, you always want it complex i know you need it hard hard hard... you know i want it harder, you know I want it complex you know I need it harder, you know i need it complex
7.
I'm Scared 03:29
I see your lashes flutter then your eyes greet the sun may I scoot a little closer I promise not to wake you up kisses on your shoulder I'm not too sure how to do this but I know that it's fun I'm scared to turn this into ruins that's been my role for too long she said not to push it hard come closer you look just fine no makeup won't change my mind 'cause I just wanted to tell you that I've never cared you say things that are crazy you laugh when things are not said you like the rings on my fingers I love the way you cut your hair whoa, oh oh oh...
8.
and he looked under his bed, into the closet, he didn't find it so then grumbled, grumbled and he said I'll take a walk, it seems to be lost. Out in the street, into the park, out in the public asking the people to see if they'd help out, but they all said, "sorry, we don't wanna get involved". he will never find out, he will never find out the life I lead behind his back at all. When I woke up this morning I had a terrible pain in my back it's been like seven years since it's bothered me like that, I'm carrying a load that I didn't mean to grab, whether I deserved it or not is really quite beside the fact. I cried this morning when I read the news like old John Lennon I want to sing it to you like a bad post modern painting intent to confuse it rushed right in and thru me what a terrible terrible terrible muse... Dear Momma, I didn't mean to make you cry but you know just who i am, I'm my father's son and you need to know, I'm gonna break some hearts and travel the world. "oh Kleiny, why do you say such things?"
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Intermission 00:46
10.
Oh mysterious power! Oh infinite line! construct me always by fire as a precious object refine. How can I love Jesus when we've never seen eye to eye he wants to live his way and he knows I'm wont to live mine. and do my duties and actions upon my death so incline; give a faithful reenactment of his sacrifice divine? Oh mysterious power! Oh infinite line! construct me always by fire as a precious object refine. Do I get this correctly, to achieve my proper share, I need not even live uprightly, or to my fellow man be fair? So this life has taught me through domination, pain, and despair All is without reason, all is without plan, life is surely then squandered questing for the purpose in man. Oh mysterious power! Oh infinite line! construct me always by fire as a precious object you would refine.
11.
The creaking of the boards on the weathered bow The daily repetition of tying knots A slip and tuck then pull it tight, muscle memory from a million times. Before the world awakes, he rigs his sail again Every day the same…. Simple as the scene begs to be Look a little closer and you will find A tattered black sail and a battered mast, leading him down a familiar path, sieving silently the calm cold morning waves Every day the same…. A heavenly youth, the people's pride He's no more king than a fatherless child The solitary dive for broken bones, such a grim routine will likely take its toll alone he rows back to shore. Nothing in the world's ever made him cry Even as a prisoner sent to die Yet the cycles of our lives have made him bear experiences too awful to share And though on the outside he looks the same The peerless warrior is injured and lame there used to be a woman by his side whose quiet little secret surely saved his life the snuffing out of the monsters groan, gave proof for him of her worthy soul By a thread he did escape, and with her he sailed away, the people's hero once again. Cutting thru the seas at a sprinters pace Absorbing up the light off the Grecian waves The most handsome of all ships up to it's time, pristine and unscathed throughout all this strife. But a long, long, route ahead would test it's worth again. Fleeting as they are the happy times The conquered enemies and the dearest loves. But accidental paths and Gods above Will steer the stories of every son And though today the grand meaning escapes Who am I to know who he or even I should be in the end?
12.
Swimming in a bottle of whiskey, once again loose cannon wild child don't leave me my dear friend I know you're feeling lonely but I'm right by your side You have too much to carry let's throw it off tonight sittin' in the middle of good Jekyll and bad Hyde I never thought I'd see some remorse come forth from your eyes you said that you've been thinking about how you've lived your life you snuffed out all your candles for giving you some light you never have a problem going through your friends if everything is not perfect then your ship sets sail you never have a reason for anything you do if you can get attached to it you say goodbye, it's through everybody wants to be right by your side they say you know the right words you're easy on the eyes but everything you do is just a dirty lie 'cause when you get back to your home you tell yourself goodnight
13.
Lonely Life 04:41
My freedom is not real just the compulsion to reveal. and my weapon is always concealed protecting me from what they tell me to fear my reason, what I say and feel is a just a construct of my cultures dead ideas and my lovers who've a taste for the kill will do what they want and sacrifice nil and I'd leave it all if I had somewhere to go. Life can be a stain, oh the pain sometimes but when the rain it falls, it drives it all away. It's been a lonely, lonely life in and out of love, forgetting the pain before moving onto the next one. It's been a lonely, lonely life not getting what you want, the dreams that die behind your back as the years pass on and on. I can say with firm resolve I mess up all the time but I won't lay the blame on someone else when the fault is all mine. but by and by I get on fine. by and by we get on fine.

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released February 16, 2010

Written & Recorded by Astra Heights
Produced by Brian H. Irwin
Recorded in 2009 at B.I. Studios, Echo Park CA
Mixed by Daniel Mendez
Mastered by Ed Brooks

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